Showing posts with label God. Show all posts
Showing posts with label God. Show all posts

Sunday, January 8, 2017

New Year, New Adventure

Well everyone, here we are again; on the edge of adventure. Beginning the new year with a silent plea for the grand by diving headfirst into the past made present.

I cannot tell you how excited I am to be off again. To explore, to be cold and giggling like a child experiencing the first snow of the year. To wander streets I've never seen in cities where everyone speaks a language I can't understand. To feel utterly alone and yet know that I am not. After a year where I have often questioned what God is calling me to do--I am excited for this chance for a freezing fresh start.

In the past few days I have been thinking a lot about what it means to look at our problems through God as opposed to seeing God through our problems. And as I consider this upcoming adventure I am reminded of what I know will come. The feelings of possibility, of fresh chances, and most encouragingly, renewed mindsets. I am eager to once again come face to face with the reality that I can do anything, and that truly, the only thing holding me back is whether or not I believe that. And so I pray that as I land on foreign ground, that I am able to step back from the worries and frustrations I have of my future. That I see them through the new eyes. That I would be reminded that I serve a God of possibility. A God who calms storms but also a God who calls us both to them and through them. A God who can do IMMEASURABLY more than I can ever imagine.

This trip will be a whirlwind of the most glorious kind. Full of old friends, new places, strange foods, lovely languages, and the snowy quiet of Europe in Winter. Along the way I'll be seeing friends I met in Oz, Thailand, NZ and Germany. All of whom I've never seen in their "real" lives and some of which I haven't seen in almost 10 years.  I am SO pumped for every piece of this trip; but, getting to see people I haven't seen in ages to reminisce on the old while simultaneously taking in the new is utter perfection. And as I sit in my own state of general uncertainty, I am eager to experience the joys of life that come with communing with old friends in their present moments. The reminder that life marches forward and moving with it doesn't mean I'm leaving everything behind.

I will be off to Europe for about 3 weeks. Roughly here's what we're looking at:

US > Reykjavik >London
London >Ghent/Bruges/Brussels
Brussels >Maastricht/Amsterdam
Amsterdam >Prague
Prague > Vienna
Vienna > Munich
Munich > London
London > US


So I will attempt to update as I can, but may end up doing a little post-adventure blogging upon my return depending on time/computer access. Until then--

I don't know what this coming year holds. I don't know where I'll be or what I'll be doing. And yet I know that I have been granted passions for a reason. That God has given us gifts and talents and joys to be used in order to allow His love and glory to shine brighter wherever life may find us. So here's to this new year. To adventures the world over, to laughing with friends and loving people more deeply. To creating community wherever we are and seeing joy in small moments. But more than anything, here's to seeing our fears through the possibility that lies in God's omnipotence.

Love you all dearly! Cheers to this wonderful new year!

"I hereby command you: be strong and courageous; do not be frightened or dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go."
Joshua 1:9 


Friday, June 3, 2016

Lessons in Trust.

Woo. It has been....A WEEK (or two, or three). God and I have been talking a lot lately.

I hate being stressed, but let me tell you--I love the conversations God and I have when I am. At the moment, most of my pressure points are future related. Travel, career, passions and worries all wrapped up in a beautiful mess of emotional outcries. So, given that most of those pertain to my general blogging subjects--I figured I'd share some of what I feel like I've been learning lately.

There are two obscure desires that I have had for a long time. I call them obscure primarily because of their specificity, but also because of what they entail:

  1. Adopt kids that are in the 15-18 age range right before they get booted out of the system 
  2. Find a way to help under-privileged high school students get abroad
I won't go into the details of why or how I'd like to make these things happen, but I will point out two things about these desires:
  •  I don't generally like working with kids. Okay, that's an overstatement. I don't think I'm necessarily GOOD at working with kids, especially not teenagers. Nonetheless, for years these two things have been something I've cared deeply about, and I have often wondered why God would give me such a strong desire to help a group of people that I generally avoid like the plague. (sorry every high schooler I've ever worked with who now think I hate them--I don't, I promise!)
  • In order to achieve at least one of these goals, I have to get back into the International Edu. industry and work with students. Most of these jobs require/prefer a Master's Degree, some counseling/advising experience, and previous work in a higher education setting. I don't have any of those things.
As I tried to sort out these thoughts I was reminded by a good friend that sometimes God puts us in seemingly impossible situations in order for us to be reminded that HE is in control. When God met Moses through a burning bush (Exodus 3-4) he commanded him to go to Pharaoh and tell him let His people go. Moses protested with a variety of excuses which God deflected one after another. My favorite excuse however, was this one:

10 Moses said to the Lord, “Pardon your servant, Lord. I have never been eloquent, neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. I am slow of speech and tongue.”
11 The Lord said to him, “Who gave human beings their mouths? Who makes them deaf or mute? Who gives them sight or makes them blind? Is it not I, the Lord? 12 Now go; I will help you speak and will teach you what to say.”
13 But Moses said, “Pardon your servant, Lord. Please send someone else.”
In the end, God calms Moses down by assuring him that his brother Aaron will be there to speak with and for him. Summary: God wanted Moses to do something, Moses can't/doesn't want to, God makes it happen anyways.

As I reread that recently, I was reminded not only God's faithfulness, but also that in all things I can trust him. Perhaps sometimes God puts desires in our hearts that don't make sense so that we are reminded that He is capable of anything. His strength is made visible when we do things that are seemingly impossible otherwise.

So, I guess that's where I'm at. I have no idea what the future holds or where I'll be next. I don't know who will hire me or when. What I do know is this: God is good all the time. And today when I have an inevitable moment of despair thinking about the impossibility of everything I want out of life I will take a step back. I will remember that I serve a God who is able to do immeasurably (let that sink in) more than I could ever ask or imagine, and I will rest in that.


Ephesians 3:20-21
الحَمْد لله‎‎


Tuesday, December 30, 2014

2014 Overview.

I came to the realization today that a LOT has happened in 2014 and I should probably document it some way or another. So here we go, a brief summary in numbers of what this year was like:

Flights taken- 14
Boats sailed- 5
Buses taken-6
Jobs- 7
Jobs Quit before intended- 3
Long-term homes- 5
Countries Visited- 6 (Australia, Indonesia, Malaysia, Singapore, New Zealand, Thailand)
Goodbyes said- too many to count
Exotic animals engaged with- 4 (tiger, kangaroo, wombat, whale shark)
Roadtrips taken-2
Hostels Stayed in-19
Languages attempted to learn/improve-5
Long-term Travel buddies-6
Churches attended- 4
Temporary Pets (places i lived had animals--i pretended they were mine)- 16
Tattoos designed- 1
Notebooks Used up-3
British/Aussie-isms Acquired- 8
Gotten Sick- 2
Cars owned- 1
Cars destroyed (sort of)- 1
Festivals/Holidays - 5
Volleyballs Owned-3
Major Cities visited-11 
Movies Seen-8


But regardless of all the insanely fun/crazy/awesome/scary/overwhelming things I have done this year, the one I think is the craziest is that I have officially spent an entire calendar year away from my friends and family back home. Not having them around me for support when things got tough has been one of the most challenging things I've ever experienced. Yes, of course I can skype/call people when I need to talk. But sometimes....you just need a hug from your best friends or dinner made by your mom. So I have grown. I've got on, met new people, had incredible experiences and enjoyed (almost) every minute of this year. And yet, I continue to look forward to the day I head back. Not permanently (let's be honest, I'm not good at permanent) but at least for a while to be again with people who know me inside and out and can call me out on things I can hardly see myself. Back to not really the house or the country---but to the home. To the home created by loving family and friends who make every little thing seem important. Miss you all dearly. Thinking of you today as the clocks begin to change around the world. 

May God bless and keep you this coming year. May you learn something new. May you go on an adventure. May you rise to a challenge. And may you love. May you love joyfully. May you love abundantly. May you love unexpectedly.

CHEERS! And a HAPPPY NEW YEAR!
                            
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit."
Romans 15:13


Friday, September 19, 2014

Fatherly Love

It's crazy how much more aware of your relationships you become when you go abroad. People that meant a lot back home find their place among the very important or time-justifyingly distant. But, when it comes to family there is nothing but awe (at least in the case of myself) for how much perspective you are given on your relationships with them and their impact on your life.

Recently, a distant cousin of my father passed away. Now I have no idea how this works in other families, but for my father, such events mean sending an email with some general background on what happened, and how we are related to the person. So this distant cousin who my sisters and I barely remember got an email. But in this email, my father proceeded to give us not only the history of how we were related to her but also his memory of her. He wrote of her joy and enthusiasm for life, as well as her general goodness to those around her. Simple words; but unendingly powerful.

I have always respected my dad, but today I was brought to tears by that email. That this funny, crazy father of mine, has underneath all of his ridiculousness a deep kindness and caring for those around him. I cannot quite put into words the loving intensity that I found in that simple email. That, upon hearing the news one of his is first thoughts was to take the time to write out a letter to his daughters so that we too, could hear the story of her passing and know that though she my be a relative stranger, a good woman was gone.

His note made me hope for two things. One is to both be and marry someone one day with that depth of kindness. Someone that sees the beauty in the people around them and wants to share it with others. And two, I hope I may live a life worthy of such an email one day. That when I pass on some distant friend or relative upon getting the news conjures up thoughts of my joy and enthusiasm. That I may bring some sort of light to the lives of others and that if nothing else I stand as a reminder to them of some good time and the wonder that is this world around us.

My dad finshed his email to us girls with this thought:

"So--live to the fullest.  Be good and be happy.  If you ever have to choose between the two, be good. 
             love,  Dad"

And that dad, is exactly what I intend. Thank you for the reminder.



'If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge,and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.' 1 Corinthians 13:1-3

                                                        

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Melbourne draws me back.

Ah so I should have done this blog ages ago I feel. But, I'm glad I waited in the end. Because the story is constantly evolving, and oh a story it is. Remember that time when I talked about the touché God theory? How God definitely has a sense of humor and you can see it best when you take a step back? Yeah welcome to the story of my time in melbourne. 

When I got to melbourne in late august, I was desperately searching for jobs (as you do when you arrive in a large city with close to no money to your name). Unfortunately not much was coming up until I stumbled upon an ad for a telemarketing company. Now, let's be fair. I realize that sounds utterly horrific. I would later discover that it , in fact, was. However, at the time the only things I knew about telemarketing was that it was good money and it was easy. So, when I got offered the job almost immediately....I was on it. Now the people were wonderful and fun, and the job was in fact, easy and paid well. But, having not taken into account how ridiculously soul draining selling people electricity via the phone would be, I soon started to seriously doubt my decision. And so began the week of stress.

After having reaffirmed that I am in no way meant for sales (due primarily to it's requirement that you ignore a persons humanity and instead manipulate them to their core) I began to apply to every possible job available on gumtree and praying like my life depended on it. For those of out I who don't know what that looks like it goes something like this:

What is going on God. I am so freaking frustrated with this stupid job. I literally don't know what to do at this point. I thought I had such a good deal with this job since it came up so quickly, but i really can't do this. If this is where you want me then, fine. Be I'm going to need you to help me make some sales or somehow get through these days. Otherwise I need out. I will take anything else. I just need out. I can't handle the stress and how much I hate life when I get home each day. Fix this....please.

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This went on for about 3 days of torture. Until one night while hanging out with some lovely people I got a call from an unknown number. It was a woman asking me to come in for an interview at  German Brauhaus. Now before I explain what happened next I need you all to know...if you don't already...that I love Germany. I took German for ages, have been a few times and just utterly love all things German. So you'll understand why having forgotten what jobs I had applied for...since there were a gajillion....I immediately thought this was a joke. One of yay friends must be calling knowing I was looking for a job and thinking this was funny. So, while I wasn't rude on the phone...I more likely than not sounded as though I wasn't taking the poor woman seriously until I asked where it was and she gave me a legitimate address. 

Well, surprise surprise, the job was in fact real...and not only I did the interview go well...I got a trial shift which really just ended up being my first shift, which ended up being a double shift. And I loved it. It is stressful at times, to be sure, but it is exciting, fun, constantly keeps you on your toes and forces you to actually think as well as chat and have fun with people! Woooo! And so I began to picture the smile. 

Not my smile, of course. Mine was definitely visible. But God's smile. That little smirk/laugh one that I assume He gets whenever he pulls something like this. That 'hah, you thought I forgot about you didn't you?' Smile. He didn't. He never does. Exodus 14:14 says ' The Lord will fight for you, you need only be still.' And fight he did. Because let's compare my original checklist to this current job:

1. Customer service oriented...check.
2. Good hours....check
3. Good pay...check....oh wait BETTER pay than the other job what?!

Bonuses
1. Something unlike anything i will ever do again
2. Get to speak German
3. Get to wear (somewhat...okay it's a stretch) traditional Bayerisch outfits
4. Meet people from all over the world
5. Utilizes my customer service and organizational skills
6. Free food
7. Don't have to pay for a tram/train to get to work anymore
8. Amazing coworkers

What's that? Oh yeah. Fine God. Touché. You do in fact know what's best and constantly guide me to exactly where I'm supposed to be. Now on to the next adventure. I'll try and trust ya a bit more readily this time round.



Sunday, December 15, 2013

Back to Basics

I haven't written in years it seems like. Sorry about that. Sort of. Okay I'll be honest. Doing a blog while travelling always seems like a great idea until I'm actually there and have to maintain it. Obnoxious. But, I have the world's worst memory so not keeping some sort of written recollection seems like a terrible idea, so here we are again.

WORK
Work is really wonderful. I'm currently working at a sales and marketing company that raises funds for charities across Australia. In many ways it is exactly what I was attempting to AVOID throughout my job search. I have always disliked sales jobs, and this one takes me door to door---basically my worst nightmare. But, as always, God is good and knew exactly where I needed to be. This will be 4th week coming up, and I am so happy to be with this company. The fact that we're helping out charities definitely helps me get over any dislike I have of sales jobs, as well as the fact that they hate pushy sales people here--aka, if a person says no, LEAVE. Do not just wait for the to say no 5 times after giving them a myriad of excuses.  

However, beyond the surface info of the job I'm able to see God's lovely sense of humor. Yes, I am in a sales job. No, that is not where I wanted to be at all. But, God made sure I realized why he put me here. Reasons such as 
1. Learning to take criticism.
     When you're going door to door you need to know why your pitch is or isn't working with people. I have to learn to be okay with people telling me I could do specific things better or differently without taking it personally. And let's be real that's never been something I've been great at.

2. The people are AWESOME.
     I could not have asked for a more fun and wonderful group of people to work with. We went on road trip this week and I definitely laughed harder and more frequently than I have since coming to Aussie-land.

3. The Lean Factor
     My job is hard. People slam doors in your faces, tell you that what you're fundraising for doesn't make sense, yell at you for no apparent reason and so on. But, at the end of the day that forces me to lean on God and others way more than I normally have to. Literally everyday I go out I have to do a nice quiet time with the J-man to get ready for the day. I try and think less about what i'm trying to do and more about being a blessing to every single person I meet. If I can make someone smile or laugh while chatting with them on their doorstep, regardless of whether or not they sign up, I feel as though I have accomplished something.

4. Workouts
   Well, also it's a good workout, which is a major plus since I can't afford a gym membership.

HOUSE
My apartment is awesome and I'm so thankful I ended up here. I live with 4 other girls from all over the place (British, German, Finnish and South Korean at the moment) and they are wonderful!=] We have gone to the movies, laughed about the most ridiculous things, had fantastic wine nights and just generally had an awesome time living together. 
                                

BIRTHDAY
Keeping on the my house is awesome thread...for my birthday we made an amazing Thanksgiving feast which was so wonderful. Turkey Day is my favorite holiday, and I hate missing it, so it was so wonderful to come hoe late from work and have the turkey ready and make some fun side dishes with my girls. Honestly, so wonderful. Could not have asked for a better birthday=]

 


CHURCH
 I started at church called c3 balmain, which was lovely, but didn't have many younger people so I've now headed to Hillsong in the city for church the past few weeks which has been really great. I've unfortunately yet to find a bible study but, am trying to keep that up on my own as much as possible, and will hopefully find something eventually!

CHRISTMAS
Okay, we all know I don't love Christmas, but Darling Harbour (which is right around the corner from where I live) is doing a santa fest. Check the photos. Real Life. Darling Harbour getting crazy. Keep it together people. I think we've gone overboard with this.

                                       
                                                      
This one isn't Darling Harbour. This is Sydney's Town hall. It lights up differently every 15-20 minutes.
                                      

                                                        





OTHER THINGS:

1. I have officially had 2 people think I was Irish. WHAT?!
2. Went to the 50th Anniversary of Doctor Who in theatres AMAZINGGG. and YES. I wore my awesome Doctor Who shirt that Hildawg bought me=]
3. Just got contact info for a woman who may be able to help me with job search stuff later this year. SO cool.
4. Finally got christmas and New Year's pegged down. Super pumped for both.
5. Miss you all a ton! Although 'i'm not normally a huge Christmas person, being away from home is definitely making it hard. Especially since all the Christmas songs are about snow and home. haha BUT, luckily, it's been super hot, so it's pretty easy to forget it's Christmas which means also forgetting how much it sucks not being home. (it'll be 100 tomorrow. GROSS)


Friday, November 15, 2013

Sydney Starters

At the beginning of the week it rained, and I thought to myself this is good. Rain is the start of an adventure. Always the start of an adventure.But, the week went on and the adventure didn't seem to come. Things happened. I met people. I went out. I had fun. But, in all of it there was an underlying loneliness. My adventure felt meaningless and boring because I had no one to really share it with. And, I reminded myself that was just rain. Rain doesn't start adventures, it takes storms for real change to happen. So, I prayed over and over that God would help my adventure to start, or at least make a bit more sense. 

Today, something changed:

1. I signed for an apartment
2. I got a call back for a job interview
3. I skyped my sister (who witnessed the second one happen)
4. I got to ride a vespa around the city with this kid
5. I went out to a concert with people and made plans for tomorrow

Tonight, it rained again. But this time, it stormed. And somehow I feel settled again. I haven't moved into my apartment yet, and I don't actually have a job, but tonight it stormed. And really that was all needed as a reminder. God's little push that he's watching and the adventure is still yet to come.

Psalms 25:16-17
Turn to me and be gracious to me,
for I am lonely and afflicted.
 Relieve the troubles of my heart
and free me from my anguish.

Matthew 8:24-26
Suddenly a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. The disciples went and woke him, saying, “Lord, save us! We’re going to drown!”
 He replied, “You of little faith, why are you so afraid?” Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm.

Friday, October 25, 2013

Goodbye Brizzie!

Today has been a spectacular day.

After waking up this morning I ran to do a bunch of errands: meeting at the bank, getting travel plans sorted and itineraries printed at the State Library, packing for the next day, and generally plling my life together for departure tomorrow. At about 3:30pm I was to meet a girl who goes to the University of Queensland, who happens to be a friend of a friend. Honestly, I walked into this meeting not quite knowing what to expect. What was I supposed to talk about? I had pretty much done my time in Brisbane at this point so any suggestions she might have of things to do would be not all that helpful... I was pretty concerned over this little social interaction. HAH. As I would discover, these worries were completely unfounded. Claire was a wonderful person who helps out recruiting at her university for Semester at Sea. We had a great chat about where to go in Australia, what uni in Oz was like, how to get more Aussie students to study abroad in the US and Semester of Sea of course! It was so nice to talk to someone who completely understood where I was comng from in terms of how to travel and the best ways to experience life in other counries. Oh, and did I mention that when I stepped off the bus at the University, I was immediately handed about 6 packs of Haribo gummi bears? (mein lieblings Gummibaerchen!) It seriously could not have been better.

OH WAIT. It could. Because oddly enough, a bit before that meeting took place, a gent named Marc, who again, is a friend of a friend, texted me about wanting to possibly meet up later that night. So, right after getting back from hanging with Claire, I ran up to the hostel, threw down some of my stuff and headed out to meet up with Marc. Again, this was such a blessing. Marc was incredibly nice and quite easy to chat with--much like my lovely friend Huw who put us in contact=] (not that this is a competition or anything). Marc had gone to UVA for a semester and it was surreal to be hanging out on the other side of the world chatting with someone about Charlottesville, UVA basketball, and eating at Christians. To top it off, we ended up going to the lookout, which I didn't realize was on top of Mt. Coot-tha, the one place i'd been meaning to go all week and hadn't gotten a chance (hahah oh how sneaky God can be sometimes). Anyways, all that to say that I couldn't have asked for a better day....so thank you to Claire and Marc for showing me around, as well as Annie and Huw for putting us in contact. You all are wonderful, and it has made all the difference in my time here so far!

Before I close off here, I feel I should point out is that one of the first things I did this morning was hve a quick chat to God about how much I really just wanted someone to talk to today. Now, I've met lots of lovely people in the past week, and had a few fun conversations, but I cannot begin to tell you what a difference today made. Not only did I met up with both the connections I had through friends from home, but upon returning to the hostel chatted for about an hour with two of my roommates about life and travel and the insanity of doing a working holiday. I cannot call today anything but a huge blessing from God. Once again, when I needed it most, He came to the rescue. And, once again I am reminded that I have nothing to fear this coming year as long as I continue to lean on Him when things are hardest. I am so excited to see what other surprises He has in store this year=]

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." 
--Matthew 7:7


Tuesday, October 22, 2013

One Direction to Koalas and Kangaroos.

Saturday:

Well, today was interesting. Instead of getting up at 9am as planned (in order to get my body on the right schedule and catch up on sleep missed on the plane ride over) my body decided that 6:30 am was a good time. Honestly, this wasn't too bad. I got up, skyped my parents, packed up, grabbed breakfast and wandered over to my hostel by about 9:45ish. So productive! Then after checking in and getting settled, I decided I had two goals for the day: 1. visit the Doctor Who pop-up shop and 2. Hold a koala. So here's the run down of what happened.

1. Head towards Queen Street to find the bus station to take me to Lone Pine Koala Sanctuary
2. Can't find it to save my life and decide to keep walking til I find the pop-up shop. It happens to be in Fortitude Valley which is about 30 minutes from where the bus stop should have been.
3. Get to where the pop-up shop should be and initially can't find it. Which wouldn't be the worst thing ever, as these close up when they sell out, and ith the 50th anniversary coming up I had figured that was a possibility.
4. Turn the corner....BAM. DOCTOR WHO WONDERFULNESS! But actually, I couldn't stop smiling. I felt like a little kid. I wanted to buy everything, but (be impressed...) held back considering I had other things like, oh, travel to pay for. But, I did get pictures with the tardis. Real Life. Today already couldn't have gotten better.
                         

5. Leave the Doctor Who shop and walk the mile or so back, determined to find the correct bus station.
6. Miraculously find the bus station. SIDE-NOTE: everyone was crowded around the entrance to the bus station and I couldn't figure out why until a girl right next to me jumps out of her place and in front of a guy while someone snaps her picture. He is not amused. In fact he just looked frustrated at everyone, poor guy. Not an angry frustration, just an exasperated, I just want to shop frustrated. OH. You're probably wondering who it is. It happened to be one of the gents from One Direction--Harry Styles specifically. I unfortunately didn'get his picture because I don't really care about 1D (in retrospect this wasa terrible   decision) and had to google the band in order to find out who it was. BUT, it did make me think of all the lovely Ohana girls who loved them. So, for you all, I apologize for not getting the pic=]
7. Anyways, I got onto the bus and headed to the sanctuary where I held an adorable koala (well except that part where he fondled me. Gotta watch out for inappropriate Koalas.) AND I got to pet baby kangaroos, and feed them. Honestly I think the second part was a bit more exciting. The kangaroos were so cute and happy and it was lovely.
                                                 
                         
                               


8. Headed back to the South Bank where I took a free ferry up the river then walked the rest of the way to my hostel. I then proceeded to chat with one of my roommates (Germans! ja Deutsch!), grab dinner and pass out for a few hours before deciding bed sounded best.

                                      
                                          Strolling the South Bank
                         

And so that is the story of the day in which I fulfilled my Doctor Who desires, held a koala, fed a kangaroo, took a ferry and saw a One Direction boy bander. Oh Australia, what else do you have in store?

Fun Fact: Angelina Jolie is currently shooting a movie in Brisbane, so while she has mostly avoided he media, it is inevitble that I will meet her too (I assume) hhaha.

Well, tomorrow I get to go to church in Brissie! So excited! 

Sunday--
 This was a pretty chill day. I headed to church just down the road this morning, after a quick breakfast at a local brunch place (i'm still in jet lag mode and getting up at like 6am every morning. curses). Church was WONDERFUL. I chatted the entire time with a young woman named Josie who I had seen doing a bible study at the barracks shopping center earlier in the morning. I also met an American woman worked at the church who could tell that I was American based on the dress I was wearing! haha She had gotten the same one from GAP last time she was in the states and immediately recognized it. The sermon was a good reminder of why i'm here and just generally trying to love those around me. So good job church people of Brisbane. Okay, well, good job God.

After church I grabbed some lunch at the hostel then headed out to the Queensland Museum, Art Gallery and Gallery of Modern Art. All of them were fun and interesting in their own ways but nothing overly exciting to report. The best part of the evening was when I eventually headed back to the hostel to make dinner and started chatting with a German girl at the hostel. We chatted all throughout the dinner making process, and for the next few hours =, both in German and English which was great! I should mention that about 90% of the backpackers at my current hostel are German. So, while only like 5 of them realize I speak German, only like 3 realize i can understand most of what theyré saying, which is kind of a fun "fly-on-the-wall" experience sometimes. 

Anyways, I digress, I really enjoyed talking to Julia and it was honestly such a blessing to find someone to really talk with for a while. Sunday was the first day I felt sort of lonely. To be fair, I have only been here 4 days. So, thhe longer I stay the more friends I will make, so i'm nowhere near freaking out. No worries. And, honestly, the fact that i'm NOT freaking out is a huge blessing. I generally do not deal well with feeling like no one around is interested in or cares about me, and don't like to be on my own that often. However, while, throughout the day I was VERY aware of how alone I was in this city, I also wasn't exactly lonely either. I can only say that God definitely was watching out for me, and has been giving me really great intereactions with people JUST when I need them to keep me from getting lonely. Well, until I make actual friends of course haha=]

Monday--
Today has been pretty much entirely dedicated to the Australia Zoo. I woke up around 8, got ready, grabbed some food, and headed to the train station to catch the train to Beerwah, where you can get a shuttle to the Zoo. I had such a good day! To be totally honest the zoo itself was rather small compared to our lovely (FREE) National Zoo, but it was set up in such a beautiful way, and i have never seen happier zookeepers. Granted, this is the Crocodile Hunter's Zoo, so perrhaps he just rubbed off on everyone, but everyone was so happy to talk to guests, and i spoke with a woman who was taking care of some rhinos, and then ran into several women walking different animals (a cheetah, wombat, and parrot..separately of course haha). The people who work at this zoo are truly dedicated to the prservation of the habitat s of these animals and it was just really fun to be in an environment with people so enthusiastic about what theyré doing. Plus, it was awsome to watch the Wildlife Warriors show in the famous Crocoseum, which is where Steve Irwin would often present his crocs. Now i'm just getting my ipad charged up and then heading back to the Hostel to make dinner. 

               
                                             
                                
                             Statue of the Irwin family who own the zoo. In memory of Steve=(

                                 
                                 
                                      can we just talk about how cute this baby rhino is?!
                           
                                                   
                                                Emus are pretty emotionally fragile birds.


Sidenote: The Australian accent is getting better. I'm starting to pick up more of the differences in the way they say things. Still slipping into a British accent ore often than not when I try it out, but progress people, PROGRESS.

Love you all!
 

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Bring on the Tears.

Well, it's official. I leave the country in exactly 2 weeks for the land of Oz. Its a strange sensation seeing it in black and white like that. I have been preparing for this trip for so long that it no longer is even really on my mind. My guess is that it will hit me in 3 big phases, and when it does it will be a barrage of tears and those awkward gasping breaths that are so terribly hard to stop once they start.

1. As I say goodbyes--This includes individual goodbyes to people as well as the horrific trek to the airport with my family. Which, i can only apologize for in advance as i know i will be all tears and emotions.

2. The flight from LAX to Brisbane-- this is when it will set in a second time. I will finally be realizing that oh my gosh. i'm not staying in California with family but actually leaving everyone i know behind to head off to a whole other side of the world. well frick.

3. About 2 or 3 weeks into my trip, after my initial gallivanting around is done--I can already tell you that the first few weeks i'm n Australia I will feel like i'm on vacation. I will be seeing Fraser Island, the Great Barrier Reef and chilling out in hostels. So, it is not until I start to look for a job that I will suddenly realize that it will be another year before I see my family and friends from home again. 

It's not that I'm dreading these moments (with the exception of the first one which I will hate with the entirety of my being due to the number of times I will probably cry in front of people). Actually, quite the opposite. I relish moments of sadness lie this in travel. Yes, they are hard but they are a reminder that I am loved and that if all else fails i have people to come home to. Of course there is the old cliche that life wouldn't be as sweet without all the bitterness. Well, yes. Sometimes missing home is just the push i need to venture further into my new environment. It is a reminder that God provided incredible relationships before and He can do it again. So yes, I am terrified for the horrible bouts of loneliness I am  more than likely to encounter (if you know me at all you probably have caught on that i don't deal with being alone well). However, I look forward to the change, to the ways in which those hard moments can help me grow. 

Consider it pure joy my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds knowing that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. So let perseverance complete its work in you that you may be whole and complete.
James 1:2-4

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Touché God

"Your life is a journey you must travel with a deep consciousness of God."  1 Peter 1:18 (The Message)

As I head off to Australia this is something I have found really touches my heart and truly captures my desire for this upcoming trip. Of course I want this to be a journey of discovery just like anyone who goes off on a grand adventure, but I am reminded that I don't always love what I discover. Granted, everyone finds out that they have flaws--obviously I'm far from the exception to that rule. However, I will be honest in saying that often what I have discovered in my trips is how shamefully easy I find it to step away from my faith when it suits my own needs. I desperately want this trip to be different.  I want to return from my journey having found myself more in love with God and on fire for my faith than ever before. I want to discover strengths I've been blessed with and challenges that have been set before me. I want to use this trip as a challenge to my faith. 

I plan everything. If you've known me for very long you know this well. Organizing is my comfort zone. It's how I relax my mind. And so, instead of attempting to control every aspect of my life's direction this coming year, I'm letting God work through this trip. I have a list of things I'd like to do, I know I'm flying into Brisbane and will be visiting with the lovely Colleen for a bit, that I will be in Sydney for New Years (cause you can't miss the chance to be in Sydney for New Years!), and will visit old family friends who live near Melbourne at some point. Past that, I have absolutely no specific plans. I don't know what type of work I will end up doing, where I will be any given month, or how I will get places. What I do know is that in everything I have done thus far in my life, the "touché God" moments have piled up.* I have a perfect plan and everything goes wrong..."why God, why?" And then BAM. The new and improved plan pops up, brought to you by the man upstairs. And all I can say is "touché God, touché." So for once were going to try and do this without the year finishing with a touché, and rather a look back at a year where I truly let go and allowed God to bring me to the circumstances I was supposed to be in knowing that he is a God who cares immensely about absurd little things like gap years in Australia. 

Side note. If you've never had a "touché God" moment, I really encourage you to take a moment and look back at your life a second. Look at the plans you've made that have gone wrong. Look at what happened next. Or look at things you cherish more than anything and look back at what happened to get you there. More often than not you'll see a touché turnaround in the midst of the times you were most frustrated or anxious about the future.

I have been looking up photos of Australia tonight and am being reminded of this insane desire in my heart to go and just be. Lately I have been getting so caught up in the idea of working elsewhere that I forget why i wanted to do this in the first place. I wanted to take a chance and live somewhere and experience all of it, and take each moment as it came, and sit back and just let it all in. I wanted to relive that feeling of sitting somewhere afraid to breathe, afraid to move, afraid to leave, knowing that the moment, once over, was gone for good. It is this feeling that keeps drawing me back. It's my internal Wanderlust: the feeling you get in the midst of travel when you look around, take it in and suddenly are able to see so much more clearly. They are the moments you realize that life is short and you cannot forget to spend time in complete wonder at the beauty God created. I can so easily recall moments in the past ten years when God has brought me to a halt, awestruck by the blessings of the moment i'm in. ...I'm immediately back at the edge of a small town in France taking in a countryside I couldn't tell you the name of...I can feel the chill of the early morning on top of a mountain in the Sinai as the sun begins to rise...I can feel the arms of friends around me, and hear voices singing at a fair in Germany...I can hear a good friend laughing as we wander around a graveyard spooking ourselves in England...and I have to wonder, what is next? Each new picture I see of Australia makes me crave those moments. Not to relive the past, but to have new snapshots. To be overwhelmed by the joy and sadness knowing this moment is it. Where will I be the next time God choses to ask me to pause for just a second? In the Blue Mountains? Camping in the outback? Along a highway? Staring at the sky? Laughing with friends in a hostel? I don't care, but I cannot begin to tell you how excited I am to find out. 

*this phenomenal term was coined by the best bible study crew ever: B-money, lextasy, Bex, and Molldoll.
 
                                        
    

Friday, December 21, 2012

American Girl, Australian Adventure.






AHHH I am flipping out right now! The past two months of dreaming, planning, hoping and praying for an insane adventure are actually happening. As of an hour ago my Year-long Working Holiday Visa for Australia got approved!!  Alright, to be fair the likelihood of it NOT getting approved was slim-to-none, but when you're looking forward to something as much as I am looking forward to this coming year, there is always that thought in the back of your mind that it is too amazing to really happen. Well, guess what? IT DID.

For those of you who weren't aware prior to this post, around October of 2013 I am planning on heading to Australia  for a year. What started as a joke has officially become a reality. I decided a while back that I couldn't go straight into the workforce after college, Knowing myself,  I would immediately get wrapped up in whatever job I did. While that's not a terrible, I also know that I would end up regretting not having taken the chance to do something crazy first. So, here we are. Beginning October 2013 I will be working my way around Australia.


Things You Should Know:

  1. I cannot work anywhere for more than 6 months
  2. I'll hopefully be making Brisbane my home-base
  3. While I will be looking primarily for office-work, fruit picking is the number one job of Working Holiday-ers and i'm sure i'll fit a bit of that in
  4. I'll absolutely make sure to see Uluru
  5. I'll be making a ton of lists as I plan out this adventure! YAY!

So let the planning begin. As of today (after I go watch LES MISERABLES at the National Theater with some incredible friends!) I will be figuring out where I want to go, what I want to do, and what hostels I want to stay in. Planning might be my favorite part of travelling. There is no better way to increase your anticipation for an upcoming trip than to be constantly looking at the possibilities for your adventure. In fact, the only not-completely-planning-related task on my to do list is to make enough money so I can actually fully enjoy this adventure. Prayer Request: That God provides the finances for this. He has already put me in an awesome place where I am currently working two jobs at home and one at school. I just pray that He continues to provide. 

Well, until next time....I hope you all have a WONDERFUL Christmas and an INSANE New Year!


Thursday, May 24, 2012

The End.


        Oh what to say, what to say. I haven’t cried today..yet. I cried a bit last night and came close twice today…but so far no tears. I blame this on the innumerable people in airports coupled with my inability to cry in front of people. Regardless, today has been hard. I slept one hour last night, as I simple couldn’t stop thinking about Cairo. This city…this dirty, hectic, loud, crazy city, without my fully realizing it, had become my home. I remember first being brought to Zamalek and wondering how I could ever learn to like this place. I don’t like dirty things, I don’t like being hassled, and I chose Cairo to live in. Bad decision. But, against all odds, this city has won my heart.
        As I walked around yesterday to my favorite eateries and hangouts in Zamalek I thought about my first week there. I remembered how confused and lost I was. Everything looked the same. It took me at least 2.5 weeks to remember where the grocery store was, much less food places. I remember being somewhat nervous going around Zamalek at night without other people and when I had to go get a phone I freaked out because I wasn’t sure if I’d be able to do that with my EXTREMELY limited Arabic. And I couldn’t help thinking how much had changed in these four months. Going to Euro Deli, Alf Leila or Goal was now second nature. Here I was walking around at 9pm, in the dark, on my own, without a second thought. Now, when boys (as I can’t call anyone who does this a man) cat called me I’d glare and yell at them in Arabic to walk away. On the ride back to Zamalek the night before, I had spoken with my taxi driver almost completely in Arabic for 45 minutes. Granted, I used terrible grammar and “baby” sentences, but I did it and we understood one another. When I picked up the taxi to get to the airport this morning and cars almost hit us, or a person walked through the 4 lanes of speeding traffic, I didn’t even think about it. Somehow, this city had become my own.
          While, I am extremely excited to go home and see my friends and family who I have missed dearly, I cannot fully express how much it hurts to leave Cairo behind. God blessed me with such amazing friends here and so many incredible experiences.  This pain is only deepened with the realization that unlike Europe of the UK, the likelihood of me coming back here is slim to none. The friends I made for the most part are American or European, I will be graduating next year, and I’ve seen the sights. I have nothing calling me back to Cairo other than an insatiable desire to relive some of the most amazing 4 months of my life. That’s the problem with travel I guess. You stay somewhere long enough to fully understand the way in which it functions and by the time you move on, it has become home. Egypt is an incredible country that I pray you all get a chance to visit at some point. Haha although, I’m very much of the opinion that you need at least a month in Cairo to fully appreciate its idiosyncrasies. I’m persuaded to believe that if any Westerner attempts to do Cairo in just a few days they will leave never wanting to come back to the dirty, noisy city that it is. But, nonetheless I pray you all get that chance. I feel so blessed to have been given the opportunity to go and experience it the way I did. It is something that I will hold dear to me for the rest of my life. When you go somewhere for that long, I guess a piece of it comes away with you. I have a piece of Bayern already, and now, Cairo, to add to my collection.  Thank you, Lord, for this insane place. Thank you for the friends I have made, the experiences I’ve had, and the overwhelming reminders that you are constantly there and watching out for me.
       I guess that’s another reason for my utter sadness at leaving this place. I learned so much here faith-wise. God blessed me with time each day to spend in the Bible and talking with him about everything going on in my life. He opened doors to talk to people about faith, and blessed me with friends who I could run to when I needed to freak out about something I had learned in my walk with God. I came into this semester desiring to have time each day to spend with God alone. I had come out of a period in our relationship where I was constantly surrounded by other Christians and being built up in my faith and I had prayed that God would do two things for me. First, I prayed that he would use this semester to embolden me in my faith and get the chance to grow on my own, without having the constant support of Christian community. Second, I prayed that he would let me meet at least one other Christian that I could turn to should I need someone to talk to. Well, I got both and more. God blessed me with some amazing friends who, even when I wasn’t hanging out with them, were constant reminders of what it means to walk by faith. They were a constant encouragement when I was struggling, whether they knew it or not. God had blessed me with people that would pray with and for me, and allow me to be open about the things I needed the most. But, he also blessed me with a community of amazing friends, who, though they don’t necessarily believe the same things, were always there to talk to and simply enjoy life with. I cannot begin to say how much the friendships I’ve made in Cairo have meant to me. It will be hard to come back to the United States and not be able to run downstairs and meet up with them for lunch whenever. It will be strange not to go on fun, random weekend trips with these hilarious gents and simply joke around the entire time. But, I am so insanely blessed to have met them and had the opportunity to call them my friends. Life, in my opinion, is nothing if you don’t experience it with others, and God has constantly surrounded me with people with whom I could do just that. I pray that he continues to do so; not only for me, but them as well. So, I guess, this sort of turned into a half prayer, so AMEN. Thank you all for giving me the chance to tell you all about the amazing adventures I’ve gotten to go on since being here. I love you all! God Bless!


Psalm 150

Praise the LORD
Praise God in his sanctuary; Praise him in his mighty heavens
Praise him for his acts of power; praise him for his surpassing greatness
Praise him with the sounding of the trumpet; praise him with the harp and lyre
Praise him with timbrel and dancing; praise him with strings and pipe,
Praise him with the clash of cymbals, praise him with resounding cymbals
Let everything that has breath praise the LORD.
Praise the LORD.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Indiana Jones (and Jesus) would be Proud

SO. I am officially leaving Israel for my last day in Cairo! ahh SAD SAD SAD!! I'm more than excited to go home, but the closer I get to boarding this plane the more I realize how much i'm dreading having to say goodbye to the city that has become my home. But, enough of that...i'll save my depressing post for the day i leave. For now, i'll give ya a quick overview of my time in Petra and Jerusalem! Alright let's start with my general itinerary:

Day 1 (May 17): Fly into Amman

Alright so I got to Amman at about 9:30 pm their time and had prearranged to be picked up because, well, it's a foreign city, i'm alone and I don't want to chance it. So, I find the guy holding the sign for my hostel...he looks nice..but he's GIANT, and it's just me and him, and he has me sit in the front seat. He offered to carry my bag, which was nice, but of course the entire time i'm thinking, "well, awesome. I'm going to get kidnapped and he already has my bag." Okay, I wasn't thinking that, but I was a BIT nervous. Until I got into the car and started chatting. His name is Ahmed and he's SO nice. We chatted about Amman, and attempted Arabic,he told me where to go get food (none of that information got used unfortunately), and oh we discussed the fact that he's a member of the JORDANIAN NATIONAL TAE KWON DO TEAM.  He actually knows the 2 girls and one guy that they have going into the Olympics this summer. He was out of commission because he'd had his jaw broken and messed up a ligament in his knee. But, he still trained younger athletes and is working on keeping fit so that he can continue to fight one he heals up. It was awesome. Seriously going to be cheering on their team this summer. Awesome.

Day 2: Petra

So, the next morning I woke up at 5am to make a 6:30 bus to Petra. Conveniently there were some other people from the hostel headed that way so I caught a cab with them, and ended up getting the last seat on the bus to Petra! I passed out on the bus, which was good cause it took 3 hours to get there and I didn't get much sleep the night before. But, upon getting there I completely woke up. As I started down the path into Petra I started chatting with this nice guy who became my Petra sight-seeing-buddy. He's Iraqi but followed his parents to Sydney after the start of the war. He told me he'd had two younger brothers and a nephew killed by an accidental airstrike. The worst part is that they are originally from Baghdad and had moved from there to a smaller town in order to stay safe. Anyways, we had a good time chatting and making our way through the magnificence that is Petra. It's breathtaking. The initial passageway in is spectacular with the multicolored rocks, and streams of sun piercing through the top at various segments. Gorgeous. We went to the monastery at the end and made sure to see the Royal tombs as well as the Treasury of course=] We got a donkey ride up to the monastery but then walked back down. We saw at LEAST two mothers carrying children up that mountain though. What are you people thinking?! We could barely do it and we were in shape! Insanity. Anyways, after a good five hours of walking around, we both headed to the exit, downed some water and then waited for the bus to arrive to take us back to Amman.








Day 3: Bus to Jerusalem

So luckily the night before I had gotten the chance to catch up with some people who were also heading to the border the next day, so I ended up getting some much needed info from them and booked a ride to the border through the hostel. So, I got up at around 7am and was in the taxi by 8am to drive to King Hussein Bridge! The Bridge crossing was SO easy. I went in, did my passport stuff and then was heading to the bus when i inadvertently responded to someone by saying "ayowa" which means yes in Arabic. This led to a guy speaking to me for the next 15 minutes about Arabic, and how I liked it and where I was going and whether or not I was married. You know, the basics. He thought it was hysterical that this little white girl could understand him. But, then again, I guess it was. He was really nice and we joked around a bunch until the bus left to take us to the Israeli terminal! There it was fairly simple crossing, minus the guards looking like they wanted to destroy me when I said I wanted a paper instead of my passport stamped.
 "why?! You don't want the stamp?"
"No, I want the stamp, just on a paper." 
"WHY?!" 
"I might be travelling to Lebanon later"
 "Lebanon is friends with us" 
* uncomfortable laughter* "yeah..."

It's fine, they finally gave it to me on the paper. I just stared him down until he figured I would make a scene if he didn't. This was probably a fair assumption. But, after that I grabbed some shekels and hopped on a bus to Jerusalem, where Brendan (a guy from the hostel) and I attempted to find our hostel in Jerusalem. After wandering around forever with no luck we finally grabbed a taxi. Which took us 5 minutes past where we'd stopped looking. Yup. that happened. On the bright side, we'd gotten to Jerusalem so early that I had plenty of time to wander around!
      So, I checked out the old city with a nice Canadian kid i met at the hostel. He had gone on the birthright trip and ended up loving it so much that he moved to Israel and is joining the IDF. It was interesting walking around the old city with him and getting the history of the place from his point of view. Although somewhat awkward when he discovered I disagreed with him about some of it, and i'm pretty sure some of his facts were wrong, it was nice to have a tour guide and someone to walk around with. After a bit we parted ways and I did a little souvenir shopping and headed over to the Mt. of Olives before heading back to the hotel and grabbing dinner with a Brazilian girl named Estella. Successful day.

Zion Gate--filled with bullet holes from the war

Dome of the Rock and the Western Wall

The Western Wall!

Garden of Gethsemane

Pretty mural at the church of Jesus praying in the garden



Largest Jewish graveyard

           
Tomb of Mary
 


Day 4: Bethlehem and Dead Sea


 This day was pretty fantastic for a few reasons. First, it was completely organized for me. I took tours with the hostel for both, which made planning simple. Second, it left time in between the tours to grab lunch and rest up for the next one. Third, I met amazing people on the first tour and lovely ones on the second. Definitely a good day. It started when we headed to Bethlehem. Grabbed the bus where I was the only person my age, and the only one on my own. Automatically thinking "GREAT. What did I get myself into?" But, it ended up being wonderful. There were 3 other couples on the bus. First were a couple in their early 30s that were both from London. I got a chance to talk to them about the Olympics. Definitely mixed feelings about it, but the girl was able to rent out her apartment for it and make some money, so that's a plus! One of the other couples had a daughter who had been studying in Haifa, so there thrilled to find out that I had been studying in Cairo. The final couple consisted of a husband and wife who were both professors at Cornell University. The woman focused on Eastern Europe, Russia and uprisings, while the husband had a concentration in biotechnology with a focus in Southeast Asia. They were an incredibly fascinating couple. The husband had come to give a talk and the wife was along for the ride. They loved that I had been in Cairo studying Arabic especially during the uprisings.=]
Anyways, Bethlehem itself was wonderful. Our guide was so sweet, and tried to teach me some Shamii Arabic. We went to the field where the Shepherds were supposed to have seen the angels and star. Then we went to where people believe that Christ was born. I haven’t checked up on the archaeological evidence for either of those so I can’t say whether or not they were legitimate. However, we WERE in Bethlehem which has always been a small town, so it’s cool to think that this is where Jesus would have been born, regardless of whether people put churches in the right spots. We also went to the milk grotto which is apparently where Mary lactated and a small bit of Breast milk fell on the ground turning what used to be a black cave, white. Interesting idea, though I don’t personally put much stake in it. The church itself was quite beautiful and of a beautiful white circular design. After that short jaunt, we headed back across the Palestinian/Israeli border and back to the hostel.

(the first picture is the cave they think the shepherds lived in, the second is the field in which they were to have seen the angels)


 


original floor of the church

Church of the Nativity


Graffiti on the border walls


Since I had about two and a half hours until my next tour, I wandered over to the nearby market and had lunch. While, after having lived in Cairo for four months, markets aren’t a huge deal, this one was lovely. It wasn’t too huge, but big enough to get a little lost in and looking at all the different sweets, nuts, olives, dates, spices and general goods being sold was extremely enjoyable. I ended up going to a random local place and getting something called Kubra, which is a wheat (although it can be other things) based patty filled with meat in a greenish soup with onions, lemon and mint. A bit odd, but the Kubra itself was quite tasty. Then, after wandering around a bit, I headed back to the hostel to get ready for part two of my adventuring that day.




Our driver arrived right on time to take me, 2 German girls and 4 Italians to the Dead Sea for the afternoon. It was wonderful. The only obnoxious part was that I was alone. I attempted to start conversations with the Germans, but they wouldn’t continue anything, and the Italians were actually very nice and chatted with me, but they were older couples and kind of did their own thing. But, whenever they ran into me around the city the following few days they would say hi which was nice=] So, I do wish I had been able to go with someone as opposed to having to do it on my own, but the dead sea was really cool, the mud was fun (my skin did actually feel better after), and I generally enjoyed being there.

                         







DAY 5: The Old City

The night before, Geoff and Amelia, two friends from Cairo both arrived and so we planned to meet up the next day and do all the big things in the Old city. So, 7:30am we headed out to stand in line for the Temple Mount. It was really insanely beautiful.  It was crazy to be at a place that so many people have regarded as being such a holy site for so long. But, it was unfortunate that we couldn’t go inside as according to pictures it’s even more stunning in the interior. But, nonetheless it was cool. After that, the three of us headed over to the Church of the Holy sepulcher, which was beautiful and fascinating. Right when you walk in there’s the slab that Christ supposedly was laid on when he died, and SO MANY people had cloths and were rubbing it to get a bit of Christ’s healing powers. I’m Christian obviously, but I don’t buy into things like this, or see it all that often, so it was extremely interesting to see a completely different way of enacting my own faith.  After that we grabbed some REAL bagels and then headed to the Israel Museum. The Israel Museum was really cool. I got the chance to see some of the original Dead Sea Scrolls which are the oldest written portions of the Bible. I also got a little bit more of the History and whatnot behind them, which I love, so that was super interesting. Then we finished the day by going to the Tower of David Museum and finding out more of the history of Jerusalem. It was a great little museum and realizing that the places we were standing and been there since the time of Herod? So cool. It was awesome just to go to a city where I could recognize the names of so many of the historical figures and realize this is where things that I’ve read about would’ve taken place. AMAZINNGGG. That night Geoff and I hung out with these two Australian guys we met. We attempted to find a bar, but upon being completely unsuccessful and extremely tired, we all just grabbed a beer, chatted for like an hour or so and then headed off to bed. All in all, it was an extremely successful day.




People attempting to wipe off some of Christ's power from the slab he was laid upon.

BAGELS!


Replica of the Temple


Jerusalem!


Day 6: Leaving Israel
Today has been…an adventure. I woke up around 8:30am grabbed breakfast and headed to the Old City to take it in one more time. After that I headed back up Jaffa St. towards the hostel, and grabbed some banana-date gelato on the way. Oh, I’ve fallen in love with dates by the way. Well, maybe not love. But I DO like them way more than I used to. Anyways, I chilled out, grabbed the taxi to the airport and then the adventure began. So I got there a bit earlier than planned because I had read the time wrong for my departure. But, better early than late, so I waited it out and then about 15 minutes before the check-in opened up I went and stood in the security line. THANK GOD I DID. 
I knew it was going to be a bit of a hassle because of my Egyptian and Jordanian passport stamps. No big deal. They asked me a few questions about that: where was I going, why was I in Egypt, what was I studying there, why was I studying Arabic, blah blah blah. Then the first lady brought ANOTHER guy over who asked the exact same questions in another way. At first I was amused, but by this point I thought it was a bit ridiculous. I’m an American citizen. I will be in Cairo for one day and then I’m heading home. Get over yourselves. Anyways, after that they let me continue on to throw my bags in the x-ray scanner thing. Which was fine, except that I had electronics ( my laptop and chargers) on me. If you have ANY electronics on you they want to have them checked out. So I headed on to another desk where they tried to find my camera charger. Unfortunately, I didn’t realize this would be a problem, so I had just tossed it in my backpacking bag with the rest of my clothes. And, since they couldn’t find it, they took my bag apart completely. I mean, thank goodness I put my dirty underwear and bras in a separate bag because the entirety of my bag was all over this counter. Presents, clothes, breakable objects, shoes, EVERYTHING was taken out and patted down and scanned. And the lady keeps asking me where my charger is, to which I consistently responded I have NO IDEA. I threw it in the bag. But it was like they were blaming me for keeping it from them. I kept saying “I want to find it too! I need it as much as you do!” Absurd. 
Anyways, they started checking my other two bags, which were fine…and then they found the charger. How it got in there or what they saw in my other bag that they thought was the charger I have no idea. Whatever the case, it was enough to have me dragged off to another room where I was then strip searched. Okay, let me be honest here, and say that the amount of strength it took to keep my composure and not start flipping out at these people was BEYOND ridiculous. I was SO angry. I came to your freaking country to enjoy myself, see places that I find important, and then go back home, to the United States, which happens to be one of the ONLY places that freaking supports you. And I’m getting strip searched in case of what? That I’m taking a bomb to Cairo? Stealing holy artifacts? I don’t even know. Whatever the case may be, I was pissed. Unfortunately, I also know that the people doing this, have a job to do and it’s not their fault their government is a bit crazy with this. So, after praying for a little peace, I ended up chatting with the woman who was my overseer for all this and we had a lovely conversation. She was fairly young and an extremely nice person. Oh what a little prayer can do. Having said all that, I finally got to my gate, made it to Jordan and am currently, as I write this, on the plane back to Cairo. So, I made it.

Overall feelings and takeaways from this trip:

  1. I LOVE travelling on my own. I met so many amazing people during the few days I was here, and when I wasn’t chatting or sight-seeing I had a chance to just sit and reflect on my own. I really, really liked it.
  2.  I enjoy spending time in places. I like to stay long enough in a place for it to begin to feel like home, and then move on. I wish I had had longer to enjoy Israel and Jordan.
  3. I absolutely adore trying new food. Whenever I got the chance I ordered things that I didn’t recognize. Definitely worth it.
  4. I love helping people experience new things. I met a few people on my trip who were headed to Cairo, and it was so much fun to talk to them and give them an idea of what they’d be running into. They’re going to my home!! Yay!
  5. Amman is rather boring. Petra was amazing, but I’m glad I didn’t stay that much longer in Amman. Although I wish I had time to enjoy mensef and Kenafa (two recommended foods from friends), the city itself was rather dull.
  6.  Israel is crazy. I mean that both positively and negatively. Politics aside, Israel is made up of insanely beautiful landscapes, matched up with a sometimes hostile environment. That is to say, that Israel itself was GORGEOUS. I mean the weather was perfect, streets were clean, traffic wasn’t bad, and the countryside was a dream. But, while the people themselves were nice, the atmosphere could come off as hostile. Yes, people of three major religions live there and see each other day to day, but in terms of interaction….you don’t see it often. And, some neighborhoods are actually somewhat dangerous for people to walk through (German girls getting rocks thrown at them in orthodox neighborhoods). Then of course there’s the IDF walking around everywhere. This is strange enough to get used to when they’re in uniform, but even worse when they’re in plainclothes and holding giant machine guns. Creepy. And they hold them so casually, I swear I thought I was gonna get shot accidentally. Anyways. It was odd. But, like I said, the people themselves tended to be quite nice.
  7.  I miss Cairo already.---more on this tomorrow or Thursday.
  8. GOD IS SO GOOD. I realize I say that in a lot of  my blogs but that just got proved over and over during my trip. I wish I could explain it all on here, but suffice to say that God answered SO many prayers while I was travelling. Down to the smallest details. I've been keeping a prayer journal, and it was so insanely cool to look at that the next night and realize how much of it had been answered. Crazy. 
     Psalm 139: 1-6
1 You have searched me, Lord,
    and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise; 
    you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
    you are familiar with all my ways. 
4 Before a word is on my tongue
    you, Lord, know it completely
5 You hem me in behind and before,
    and you lay your hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, 
    too lofty for me to attain.